My girlfriend pushed me to be a cuckold

I'm 24 and my girlfriend Margaux is 23. We are both finishing college, have been in a relationship for almost two years and plan to get married after we graduate and find a job. I even proposed to her before and gave her an engagement ring a year ago. We both had a bit of experience before we met. I had been able to put six girls in my sheets, and she had probably had three boys in her. I didn't really know much more, because all my questions about it were evaded and only got approximate answers. I had had several opportunities to try my luck on this subject, but she looked at me strangely, trying to understand why this could interest me.

We had our own darings, and life with her was not lacking in salt. She let me play with her body at my convenience and excite me with her desires.

Last year, she met a boy in class. She became good friends with him and they spent a lot of time together. I was always naturally jealous and I told her how I felt, but she assured me that they were just two simple friends without really reassuring me. I didn't feel it, but out of love, I made no attempt to prevent her from seeing him, except to share my feeling of jealousy with her.

Sometimes we watched porn clips together, and a few months ago, we were browsing a popular site and she clicked on a video where a cuckold was watching his wife get fucked by another guy. As we watched it, she commented that it was interesting and that she hadn't imagined men could like that sort of thing. She also admitted to me that she found it really exciting. After that, it became recurring and we watched these cuckold videos more and more frequently.

It was about two months ago that she first mentioned that I might become a content cuckold myself. I told her that she could put that among her dreams, but she insisted, pointing out that I seemed to particularly appreciate this kind of videos. A few weeks later, she asked me if I was sure I didn't want to give it a try. I firmly said no, but we continued to talk about it as if it was inevitable, and she asked me if I would prefer that she find a lover and have sex with him alone, or if I would like to watch her do it. She pushed me to answer a question about who, she or I, should choose her lover.

Eventually, we started making a list of guys that might be suitable for her, and sure enough, she brought up her friend Thomas, without me paying any attention to it because we had also talked about banging some of my friends and other pretty hot guys we dated at school. However, little by little, I realized that she talked about fucking Thomas much more often than with others.

It was about three weeks ago that she clearly asked me to take the plunge and agree to share her with someone for an evening. I told him that if that was the case, I wanted to watch it. In fact, I didn't really want to watch her get fucked by someone else, I mainly thought that it would be risky for me and dangerous for her if I let her do it alone in her corner.

We then spent days and days discussing how this could be organized, and with whom. Somehow I don't remember how, we started talking about Thomas and I told him it was an option. Deep down, I didn't want to believe that we would get to the end of this story when I agreed to all her choices, but the day came when she sent me a text saying that it was understood, that Thomas was up for it and that he was even okay with me watching them. Everything was organized for the end of the week and she had even obtained all the necessary guarantees so as not to have to carry condoms.

Really, I hadn't imagined that she would be able to do it, yet here we were: she had invited him to fuck her and I had already told her that I was going to let them operate. To use all the codes of the genre, she even asked me to shave her pussy and anus closely, and to select the outfit she would wear on the date.

All of this made me extremely nervous and I searched for ways to stop everything, but found myself stuck in a dead end. My successive agreements, and his enthusiasm petrified me. To be honest, all this talk about this fantasy had me quite excited. I never thought about becoming a cuckold before, but after I started watching this kind of porn and after